I make life difficult for myself. It's not like I don't know that. When I get depressed I get angry and I lash out and I alienate people because some part of me wants to be alone and thinks I don't deserve friends and obviously people leave me alone because they think it's what I want and so my depression just feeds on it's-self and such ( Read more... )

So I have a little over a month to pack up my stuff and find a place I can afford to move to. Gonna be throwing a lot of stuff away..decided that pretty quickly. Will start on the 26th when I can afford boxes and trash bags. First step, the bedroom..from there everything should be easy enough ( Read more... )

So..it really is "that time of year again" in which we struggle with an extreme lack of money and try to make life work out ( Read more... )